Frustrated, I was just being a baby. Should have never have created a thread, sorry. Delete, if so inclined.
Low score was only -4 this particular day, so nobody was burning it up. End up on the wrong side of the pin and there was little chance of holing and even the possibilty of three putting.
Even with my 20 putt round of 36, I managed to get back 50 credits, which I will use for a hankie to dry my tears.
Cheers!