You remind me of a priest captured on his house's roof in a big flood. He refuses to be rescued by a fire truck, by boat and by heli to the advantage of others, praying "God, rescue me!" repeatedly.
Eventually, he drowns in the flood, and, meeting his maker, he complains: "I prayed for help but you didn't hear me!"
God replys: "I sent you a truck, a boat, a heli - why did you refuse my help?"
So, how many opportunities do you want to let go? One, maybe two or three? You know by the first time what may happen, so make up your mind to buy or don't, on your own authority.