Come on Alan, for goodness sake!
Your frustrated as an absolute beginner ‘at this stage’, would you expect a beginner in real golf to do better. The game is unbelievably realistic, not perfect no, but then, neither is real golf, in facts it’s often referred to as “golf is not a game of perfect”, it’s about fewer errors than everyone else.
What you think of as a perfect shot is affected by distance/elevation/wind, into/against/ground lumps and bumps and MASSIVELY by starter equipment in terms of less precision, accuracy and the business end of encouraging you to buy better kit.
Anyone who’s played longer than you has gone through what you’re experiencing, it’s not punishment or anything bad, it’s the nature.
got over it, practise and only then you’ll know what we all mean, good luck and 😊