I'm sorry, I haven't read all of the answers to this post, but I hope that somebody has already addressed this.... IT'S A GAME!!! On a computer, no less. A GAME. Not life and death, rich or poor, feast or famine, but A GAME. Take your medication, stroll around the block, bump nasties with the one that you love, whatever it takes to calm yourself down, but for the love of God and all that is sacred to yourself, grab some reality. Dear God, man, you come off as some neck-tied, chain-smoking, stock-trading dweeb that is trying to get a real-life kick from a computer game. Go play "FarmVille for a while and cool your head, man. Fu#$ing-A!