I wish I had the credits to buy you what you want, but I don't unfortunately.
Patience is the name of the game, and use your time wisely in the lower levels to learn all the shots and the courses without any pressure.
Join a CC by all means, but don't expect to be competitive, make friends and learn from your peers.
You will be amazed at how generous some people can be, I have personal experience of this from a long time ago, and I never forget.