RENNIW (Winner) my friend ,i know what you are feeling ,,,,,,,,i have gone to the same place you are ,,,,,,,,take a small break ,,,,, i remember the day you said to me not so long ago ,not to give up ,ty and many others i did not ,.......the closer you get to a goal the harder it gets ........its like real golf ,in a way .....and its to bad some one insted of understanding ,says something uncalled for .............i will have a game anytime with you REN ..............