First of all I want to thank all of you for puting up with all my "Woe is me" rants, and for the suggestions you've made. I promise I read them all.
A few hours ago while practicing once again, I thought of how I played large (over 15-20 feet) breaking putts while actually playing real golf for the last 30 years. I would find the "Apex" of the putt and then make my judgement from there. While it is sometimes it is hard to do because the yardage window gets in the way and obscures my vision, I found that almost all my putts had a decent chance to go in and even made a couple.
I'm not saying I have found the "Secret" or anything like that, but I will say there is finally a glimmer of hope and I will continue to work on it.
Thank you all once again!