Hi SP,
Firstly, no need for any apologies. I can totally empathise with how you feel.
I lost my dear mum in November of last year and I'm finding it oh so tough at the moment.
In the last two weeks an uncle passed away and the service took place at the same place on the same date that my own father was taken.
Now, in the last week, I've been told that the same uncle's own daughter was found dead and the funeral will be held this Monday - a year to the exact day that mum passed.
My mum was an absolute star. Always helping others, always so kind, caring and loving, with the added bonus for me that she was indeed my Mother.
I've been watching old videos etc and through the sadness I feel immensely proud and privileged to have shared my whole life with her.
This game can drive us all crackers at times but real life events certainly put those missed dings etc into perspective. One chap in particular, he probably doesn't even realise it, within my own CC has been a rock for me - thanks, Moose.
Now I feel as if I too should be saying 'Sorry to all'.
Keep dancing in those raindrops, Pooch.
Regards,
Johnny.