PaulTon: You been licking toads or what??
Fook knows...thought I was just having a quiet night in..
Summat happened..
Not even drunk....NO EXCUSE lol
EDIT..Might be the loneliness / lack of self esteem / latent narcissism ? that has now been exemplified by anyone and everyone I have ever cared about leaving ?
....brought home to me by the lack of love from all quarters and the ongoing shame of my past behaviour ???
Just guessing...