Haha, no worries Gary and welcome to the WGT!
You're experiencing what I like to call "newbie fright" and it happens to a lot of new players. Your avg is pretty normal now, but when you first started you were at 150 and it takes 10-14 rounds to get it down to a normal number. People see your huge average initially and automatically assume you're going to hack it up.
Now that you have a normal average you should experience much less kicking.