This is not meant personal or offensive!
So, you compete with the Big Boys in Clashes - in vain. (you are behind big time, and what do you get? Nothing!)
You talk about your rules and Directors without being precise, and the most fun you seem to offer is "obey the rules" and "play daily".
Your internal offer to gift passes to top XP contributors only underlines that you strive for CC XPs and level 17 - in vain. (what to expect? Nothing!)
Apparently, you've fallen for the least player-beneficial part of this business while it brings your members - nothing.
So, what should a new member expect for himself?