frappefort: the only thing i will tell myself the day i go to a better place ,is that all the good i done ,all the good i am doing in my older years ,will out weight all my stupid doing in this life time .
I would encourage you to know the only "One" who would plead your case when that day comes! He's not hard to find! There's, 6 million+ books world wide with "His" name! :)
Blessed, love and peace to you. David