For the last week , and so close to what I wanted here in WGT land , and now close to TL, the time involve, the frustrations ,the long road I choose to get here I am scared ! Will I enjoy this game now that it will be more difficult?? ,Heavy wind , champ greens, all the great TL I will play with( and feel like an Amateur for a while :) ) . I could make the jump in the weekly with no wind but ,today for the second time this week , I was doing good on St An -6 after 7holes on the back 9, then the 17th hole came up ,back pin placement on it, so I started to think should I make par here, and on the 18 th birdy or par I would still post a 30 score ,but my brain got scared and I played distracted the last two holes ,and scored a 31 ........ And I was not disappointed , so I am dragging my feet ,,,,,sandbagging somehow ....... Funny the expression careful for what you wish makes me smile . This is like going to confession on line in WGT land to the friends I have made here ....... Now that I have confessed to you ,and have made my mea culpa . I will be joining those who have had the patience ,the passion and the will to get the best out of a game that becomes more then that for some of us ....... so give me a week and I will be called a TL, I will act like one , and be an open book like I have been for the last 3 years ........... I will like always reed this in the morning and say to myself what where you drinking or to many candles again ,,,,,to late now its sent to the forums Francois (Frapp)