srellim, i do not know you , but i have read some of your interventions now and then on the forums. I feel inside me what you are saying to us . If i can do anything to help , please let me know , i am sending you a sleeve of balls , that will be one less thing for you to worry about for a short 3 balls life. In my own experience when life gave me a kick in the guts, some how after a time life seem to get better ,and i wish that for you and your family. Happy Thanksgiving Francois (Frapp)