jb6000:
Thanks for the advice, I've called life line & they have told me about a couple of ppl I could chat with face to face :)
Jimmy...
PS my golf game still needs a lot of work LOL, thanks for your help
Eff the golf (irl and here)
And get your head on straight.
As mentioned Life Line, seek some thought from Clergy...just to talk,most usually don't judge.
Reach out to a close mate...shoot the bull....lotta times just having someones ear to bend for an hour, can set you right.
Best of luck.