Being a boss, father and husband is hard work, man. On top of it all, it's hard to admit that it's wearing us out. I went 35 years without being able to express myself when I felt fear, stress, etc... It nearly cost me everything. I'm super lucky that I have a supportive wife. You're on the right path, man. FR sent if and when you need to talk... Me and thousands of other great people are on this game.